ever feel like that? i know i have been, its been a weird feeling because usually i just jump right in and not have any worries at all. but lately....sheesh i dont know. i think sometimes its a case of whether or not you feel like you actually fit in, or its a case of not really having things in common to chat about, or sometimes you wonder if people would actually notice if you arent around or not. but then again this is coming from someone who really enjoys being nikked homer, so what the heck do i know.
I've felt like that before, Shelly. But I hope you don't feel that way here! You know we all love you like crazy, even if we are all caught up in our own little worlds sometimes!!
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Grace is the acceptance of that which is rejected. ~Paul Tillich
I love you Shell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You fit in just right with the rest of us here at TSA!!!!!!
-- Edited by Mama Lisa at 10:13, 2006-08-22
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Be yourself!!! Don't try to fit into someone else's mold, you won't fit!!! And that just leads to utter misery!!! Live life to it's fullest in Christ's love every day!!!
i wasnt meaning tsa. i think when i wrote this i was just "alone" ya know. i really dont have anyone here in g.p that i can be myself with, i have friends and all. but none that know much about me. have i let them? probably not. why is that? because.
talk about secret identities, sometimes i get mixed up as to who i am supposed to be sometimes. lol.
you know lets just forget that i wrote anything, that way i wont confuse the heck out of anyone, even me.
It is very hard for me to "be myself" sometimes. I know that I am totally accepted by God and is loved...but there are still days when I find myself falling back into old mental habits of perfectionism, still trying to "make up to God" for being gay.
I just keep telling myself that it's OK to just be me...gay stuff and ALL!
Whatever that's in my life that needs to change, God will help me out with it.
"nikked Homer"!!! 
YAY!!!
