Hey there, everybody! It is me, TaterHead! Some of you know me as "iwannabstr8" from GCN. I left there to come here so I can finally be the gay lover of Jesus that I REALLY am. After plenty of soul-searching and praying to the Lord, I can say with full assurance:
I BEING GAY!!!
I had such a hard time in admitting this because of the sexual abuse that I have suffered as a child. Now that I am overcoming that trauma day-by-day, I can finally be able to love myself as well as another man with the unconditional love and grace that the good Lord has shown me. I suffer from clinical depression, but the bouts are getting shorter and shorter each day that I accept the truth that the abuse that was done to me doesn't make me a prisoner to the idea that I am "damaged goods", or it was what had made me gay (when was the last time that you heard of a straight guy saying, "that's it! Since I saw 'Brokeback Mountain', I am ashamed of my heterosexuality and am now going to be gay for the rest of my life"?). It was the Lord that let me be born like this...and since it was a "gift" from Him, I am going to enjoy it and share this gift with the "husband" that I want to share my life with. I am also going to become a preacher, a counsellor and an activist for gay rights and causes.
LET US ALL "TASTE THE RAINBOW"!
Jeffrey
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If you are reading this, Vin Diesel...please...CALL ME! +
You are so much fun and so full of insight. I am so glad that you are coming to grips with your sexuality and finding God's healing for you past abuse. God IS awesome that way. I'm glad to know you.
Tim
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Be yourself!!! Don't try to fit into someone else's mold, you won't fit!!! And that just leads to utter misery!!! Live life to it's fullest in Christ's love every day!!!