Well it looks like another long day at the lab, self inflicted unfortunately. I still had not fallen asleep at 7 am so I just got out of bed and went to work. I made a plan of all things that I have to finish and if I stick to it I will be able to start driving home by Friday yeah.
I'm kinda sad because my bf is insecure about himself. He keeps thinking that he will not be able to please me when I tell him all the time he does. He is also worried about when we make that big step to having sex,he said because he thinks he won't be able to satisfy me! I just can't convince him no matter what. It's always on his mind. Also,he gets jealous of me all the time! Saying that he wished he looked as good and that ppl would hit on him too. I would think he'd be happy that I am with him and only want him. I just wish he could see that...and I'm not sure how to convince him that he satisfies me. Does anyone know what I can do?? *sighs* Well..about to head out with my sister,mom,and little brother. They are going to walmart and stuff and I never get to see my mom and sister...so I decided to go. Well,I hope everyone has a wonderful day. I love you all.
