Well...I thought I would start the blog today,even though I'm about to go to bed. I have a lot on my mind and what better people to write to than ya'll. Well,today went well...I had my last 2 classes in English and Philopsphy,..then I met up with a friend at the library to study for 2 hours for my A&P exam tomorrow. After that, Jake (my bf) took me to get something to eat, and we hung out and had personal time togehter. It was a nice day today...especially when I got home today. I never told ya'll...but we have an illegal alien living with us who is 24 years old and his name is mario. What is different about him is he is deaf,as in not being able to hear. He works at a local restuarant here as a bus-boy and doesn't really have any friends. Well, my stepmom heard about him one day( she is a sign language interrupter) and wanted to help. So,she started meeting with him...and one thing led to the next,and he is living with us now(which I still have problems with sometimes). Anyways...back to today...it was sweet what he did. Today was his only day off..and he cleaned the whole house! It was so nice! I mean,we haven't cleaned in so long and it needed it..lol. But yeah, that was manily my day...
Furthermore,I have been thinking. I am in a pretty good relationship with Jake..but I think(and I know I have said this before lol) after/or if we break up..that I'm going to not go out with anymore people. It's not because I'll be heartbroken or anything...I just find myself in conflict with God when I am in relationships. I can focus on him...and I would rather be alone and not be able to do what is best to God. So...we'll see what happens. Who know? maybe as I'm just going through life God may send me someone who he really thinks I'm with. Maybe Jake is going to be in my life awhile...I hope so. I just hope he can become Christian. I mean,he believes in God...but he isn't a follower of him. He believes the bible and it scares him to death( he won't even talk to me about it) because he is so scared he is going to hell. I try to talk to him about it...but he thinks avoiding his problems will solve them for the time being. I told him he is going to have to confront it one day...all of his problems. Well..I'll just be praying for him.
Well...this is getting long and I need to get to sleep. Well...I hope you all have a great day tomorrow!
Good morning all! I love it when someone else starts the daily check in! Thanks Thomas for doing that.
This afternoon I have a meeting with one of the spiritual directors where I work. I imagine it will be a pretty intense meeting as we will be talking about my faith and my doubts. Then after that, I'll change into dressy clothes, Teddy will come get me, and we will go to the church's Christmas party. (My work church, not my home church.) That should be fun. Maybe they'll hand out bonuses!!
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