Hi.... I sure need prayers... I am going to get an MRI at 1 p.m. today on my lower back to see if it is causing my leg problems...
But I am also feeling bad... like I am coming down with a sinus infection, or a cold or something... It could be the weather change... EVERY time we have a major weather change and the Barometric pressue changes drastically, my head feels like it is goign to explode.. and not it does...
My head hurts, my eyes hurt! I think that isn't much about me that doesnt' hurt... in fact, it is causing me to feel even more depressed than usual.
Hugs, Jerry
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Big Hugs!Blessings of Love, Joy, Peace & Health-Physical, Mental & Spiritual, jerry
"Who walks a road with love, will never walk that road alone." -Charles Thomas Davis
Nah, pray for Jerry first, he needs it perhaps moreso! How are you feeling as of late?
Ah come on Phil, I hope that is goth humor... I hope you are doing well... I am sorry, I have been crazy busy and have not been to the site in over a week... so I am not really aware of what is going on with folks. I am trying to take care of myself... and keep from getting overly stressed out.
Take care of yourself Phil ... sending you positive energy and saying a prayer for you now. Hugs & Blessings, Jerry
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Big Hugs!Blessings of Love, Joy, Peace & Health-Physical, Mental & Spiritual, jerry
"Who walks a road with love, will never walk that road alone." -Charles Thomas Davis
Irony of ironies: I actually am finding local gay friends, or at least buddies!
That's Great Phil... I don't want to sound like I am trying to tell you how to live your life... and I don't pretend to know anything about the Goth way of life... HOWEVER, I think even Goth's would benefit from a Positive attitude and being friendly, and expecting the best, and not looking for the negative but instead doing what my grandmother always told me to do... count your blessings name them one by one... becauuse I believe the positive energy (or negative) is the kind of energy we attract.... and also, I believe we need to focus what we want in our lives, not what we do not have... again... doing it in the positive way... it seems to be working well for me... I mean... something as simple as seeing a penny and picking it up and saying Thank you God for this symbol of abundance and all the abundance you give me and surround me with... brings me more abundance... just in the last two weeks, I have recieved two checks for over $500 each that I was not expecting.... Talking about abundance... just from Thank God for a penny I found on the Ground... So glad you are making Buds!
That is great news... Be well... And LIVE strong and Positive... be the best most positive Goth you can be... I think you will be surprise how much better you feel...
LOVE, HUGS, and lots of positive energy. Jerry
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Big Hugs!Blessings of Love, Joy, Peace & Health-Physical, Mental & Spiritual, jerry
"Who walks a road with love, will never walk that road alone." -Charles Thomas Davis
Jerry, I know you don't probably interact with a lot of Goths, but you might be surprised to know that most of us are quite positive.. we're just fed up with the way society treats people like us (not to mention each other) and feel we're too real for society thus, we're given the perception that we're negative.
In my case, however, I probably don't come across as the best example of Gothdom as I've constantly complained about the lack of ability to make local gay friends (don't even ask about dating.. I mean PLEASE don't ask about dating!), for that I humbly apologize. I would want you to see what Goths are really like, and that's very very hard to convey by just one person with a spiraling life.
Just wanted you to know, oh and thanx for the well wishes
... sending you positive energy and saying a prayer for you now.
