I DON'T have the job....It turns out that the ASSistant manager that hired me yesterday was never told that all of the other positions were ALREADY TAKEN!!!
So that means that I DIDN'T get the job!
I am VERY DEPRESSED about it. HOPEFULLY, I have an interview at a Sonic restaurant at 3 PM. Please pray for me to get this job. I don't know what I'm going to do if I don't get it. I will have no other choice but to go on food stamps to support my mom and me.
Jeffy, I don't know where you live but have you ever thought of getting a job at the local nusing home or hospital as an orderly or in the kitchen and bring up the lunches.. Something to think about and the way you care for people and the Lord you would fit right in.. Old people love attention.. Believe me at 80 I know....
Thank you, Mammaw. I will try to get one at the hospital. My mom and I are now having to go on food stamps because the money is so low. I only have fifteen dollars in the bank. I have spent HUNDREDS on gas, driving all over the tri-county area, putting in applications. Whatever gas I have left in the car, it is going to have to last my mom and me for the rest of the month. Any other bills are going to have to just wait until NEXT month to be paid...and I will only get another $400. then!
Things are really looking bad for me, financially. But my friend Chris and his girlfriend, Kathy, are helping my mom and me out with gas money. Also, last night, they invited us over for a Mexican dinner of tacos and burritos. After that, we all sat in front of the TV and watched, "O, Brother, Where Art Thou?" As we were leaving, they gave us some food to help us through until we get the food stamp card.
I feel so ashamed of having to survive like this. I NEED a job very, VERY badly!
Please, keep us in your prayers. Yesterday, the ONLY thing that kept me from killing myself was wondering who would take care of my mom if I was gone. I know that suicide isn't the answer, but I can't seem to shake this feeling of hopelessness.