as most of you know, i recently went on a trip to Savannah GA. and thats where i got to meet the love of my life, face to face in person.lol for those of you that dont i am talking about jeanine a.k.a lowcountry girl.
and then i had to leave. after a wonderful week of love, and connection, and just being with her i had to come home. and i cant stop the empty ache i have. i have been going through the motions, getting up, showering, brushing teeth, getting dressed, spending time with my daughter, but while doing so there is this reminder always of how much i miss her. and there is a longing now that i have never had before. and its killing me. and i wish there was a quick solution to us being so far apart, but for right now there isnt. and that sucks!
so for now i have the ache, which co-exists with the knowledge that there is this fabulous woman across the miles that loves me just as much, and that helps the days go by.
if you all could say a prayer that we can find away to be closer in distance, or find away to see eachother soon that would be cool. thanks.
Hey Long distance relationships are HARD! But Jeanine you need to go and see her this time! :) Visit canada, even if you have to ride a mountie all the way up! :) See where she is from, etc would be fun.
Hopefully all will be worked out distance wise and soon we will be seeing another USA'er or another CANCUK! ha ha ha
I hope that you all can work things out so that you can see each other more frequently. Given time I know that you can find a way to decrease the distance. Trust me on this one, it's worth being close to the one that you love. Long distance relationships can be challenging, but sometimes they are worth the effort. I speak from experience on this one. I pray for the best for the 2 of you!!!
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shelber wrote: as most of you know, i recently went on a trip to Savannah GA. and thats where i got to meet the love of my life, face to face in person.lol for those of you that dont i am talking about jeanine a.k.a lowcountry girl.
and then i had to leave. after a wonderful week of love, and connection, and just being with her i had to come home.
It was the most amazing week!!
I have never connected so deeply and intimately with another adult! I know we fell more deeply in love. When I looked into her eyes, I could see her heart and soul, and she has said the same.
It feels like I am missing some vital part of my heart or soul!
So I know exactly what she is talking about with the "empty ache".
You two are soooooo awesome! I loved the photographs which were posted, as well! Thanks for doing that, Jeanine!
I'm keeping you two in my prayers. :) God bless you both!
*hugs* Darrel
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You two are just so dang CUTE!!! The two of you are absolutely BEAUTIFUL! I just know that whatever distance that there is between the two of you, the love and joy that the two of you share can NEVER be broken or undone...
May you both begin a wonderful family together!
The Lord bless you both.
And Shelly-Belly...don't worry about how much it hurts about being separated from Jeanine. Love like yours don't ever come to an end...
You two are just so dang CUTE!!! The two of you are absolutely BEAUTIFUL! I just know that whatever distance that there is between the two of you, the love and joy that the two of you share can NEVER be broken or undone...
May you both begin a wonderful family together!
The Lord bless you both.
Thank you, Jeffrey!
I've missed you and the gang!! Do you and Chris and Tim and everyone still hang out in the chat room or has that been gathering cobwebs?
I haven't been talking with any of you guys in the chatroom for WEEKS!
I miss all of you SO MUCH! I have been so busy with work and getting prepared for Rebecca's operation (which has now been postponed AGAIN!) that I haven't been in the chat room many nights...and when I do drop by for a visit, no one is there.
But I know that you all still care about each other. We all have been so busy with our lives that we don't spend that much time here at TSA. Which, I guess, is a GOOD thing when you consider how many postings there are in the game room!
A visitor dropping by would look at the numbers and say, "Good grief! Don't these poor people have a LIFE?!"
This week will be Wednesday, and next Monday and Tuesday. Then, starting next Wednesday, I work from 7AM to 4PM, so I can only stay up until 10 on those nights.
After next week...I have no idea what are my days, OR what my job will even be since they are trying to get me a job back inside at receiving. The store is changing it's whole set of receiving bays, so I don't know what my next job opportunity will be at. I saw on the news that Wal-Mart is getting rid of it's Layaway Dept. COMPLETELY, so there is a LOT of talk about who will get a new job where!
Hey, if it would be possible for the chat room to meet Sunday evenings...maybe I could be there, if I'm not bombarded by homework.
I love you all, and I hope to talk to some of you on the phone. :)
That's why I gave my phone number out to select people. *cough, cough*
Anyway, God bless you all!
I miss you guys! I'll try to come here more often--but, I really don't have anything too tactful to say. Just work, and school, and work and school, and work and school..
Other than that, work and school...
Love, Darrel
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*cough cough* about that number (terrible friend speaking) i may have accidentally forgot where i may have put it........sigh..........put up with me anyway ok
shelber wrote: as most of you know, i recently went on a trip to Savannah GA. and thats where i got to meet the love of my life, face to face in person.lol for those of you that dont i am talking about jeanine a.k.a lowcountry girl.
and then i had to leave. after a wonderful week of love, and connection, and just being with her i had to come home. and i cant stop the empty ache i have. i have been going through the motions, getting up, showering, brushing teeth, getting dressed, spending time with my daughter, but while doing so there is this reminder always of how much i miss her. and there is a longing now that i have never had before. and its killing me. and i wish there was a quick solution to us being so far apart, but for right now there isnt. and that sucks!
so for now i have the ache, which co-exists with the knowledge that there is this fabulous woman across the miles that loves me just as much, and that helps the days go by. if you all could say a prayer that we can find away to be closer in distance, or find away to see eachother soon that would be cool. thanks.
shelly
Never knew that I could actually feel this way too. I TOTALLY understand how you feel. It sucks. Sucks bad.
The two of you are absolutely BEAUTIFUL! 
I just know that whatever distance that there is between the two of you, the love and joy that the two of you share can NEVER be broken or undone...
I have been so busy with work and getting prepared for Rebecca's operation (which has now been postponed AGAIN!
) that I haven't been in the chat room many nights...and when I do drop by for a visit, no one is there. 
