I hate, I mean really HATE to ask for prayers again.
But it has been so difficult so I dont know what to do.
In the family business, there has been difficulities that I am feeling pressure from and I long to get away but I cant because I am sandwiched between a rock and a hard place. I cant do anything about it. The thing is that it is being laid upon me and I honestly cant do a thing about it. It is a really long story :( Just keep it in your thoughts.. there is nothing I could do really since I am not a "power"
On the other side.. I still dont know what to do or say. I feel it is something really special but the grip has to be unlocked.
I just dont know what to do. I cant even escape it.. I am coping with it fine, but I hate feeling the pressure. Along with the hurt, homesickness and disappointment.
First of all, don't ever be hesitant to ask for prayers. We are your friends and we love you. It is a priviledge to pray for you! And you give us an opportunity to be a blessing to you!
I'll be praying for you. Please feel free to email or PM me if you need to talk.
Hang in there! We are all standing here with you!!
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Grace is the acceptance of that which is rejected. ~Paul Tillich
I really got to be thinking that this is going to be a train wreck going to happen unless something interferes in the whole thing.. there is a law suit involved (some expenses that the family business is not actually responsible for.. some silly woman said we should be paying for *her* expenses.. long story really). The other situation, I suppose that is in God's hands.. just would love to see closure there really, but all of this has in common with each other if that makes sense.
My prayers are with you. All we can do is trust that God's work will be done in this situation... whether this person needs to see Christian compassion, or what ever the outcome. I know for me to let go, trust God and not try to personally drive/control the situation is very very hard. Prayers for peace and a resolution to this issue.
I hope and pray that whatever situation that you find yourself in, that you will always remember that the Lord is with you and won't abandon you; nor will He put upon your shoulders a trial that is too much for you to handle. May He bless you with peace and grace that will bring you through this dark time.
