I've been having a rough time of it for the last month. I didn't want to say anything but I'm asking for your prayers now. I've finally figured out that this is part bipolar going on and part a test from God. I am going to join the church I've been attending the last 7 months. It's a good place, wonderful people. You're okay whoever you are. The pastor himself is gay and has been a big help to me. I still have at least a week before I go to the doctor. I'm going to ask her for an increase in my bipolar meds. That will help as I think my body's built up a tolerance to what I've been taking.
I hope and pray that every goes well with your doctor. May the Lord bless you and keep you as you face the daily trials of your bipolar disorder. He will give you whatever you need to daily overcome your problems. And it is good that you're joining a new gay-friendly church. May you find new life and friends there.
