Sometimes I just don't want to believe in God anymore. Sometimes its easier to agree with everyone and just be quiet. I'm sick and tired of people telling me I have to believe in God because I have to, because the bible says so, because they feel God and know He exists, so therefore I must comply.

I'm one of those people who have read the bible over and over and researched almost every passage and read other bible related books on whether or not the scriptures make sense. And time and time again, I keep saying to myself, this doesn't make sense and why aren't people talking about it. When I bring it up to people, people get offended, mad and angry and tell me I'm not truly seeking God out. I get so fed up with Christians who refuse to look anywhere else as if the bible is the only source of truth. The only flawless book. I just don't believe in it as much anymore.